"me no big chief …

A blogger has asked.

Where is my home?
I ask myself, is it where my heart yearns to be?

Anyone living abroad, who has friends and family in their country of origin,
is bound to be asked, “Why don’t you come back home”?

My Ma would ask me that many times,
always with a smile,
a sad sad smile,
she knew very well I couldn’t;
I am an economic migrant, now in the rich ‘West’.
I have been supporting my family with my ‘foreign’ earnings,
it would have been near impossible if I was still living and earning in India.

That didn’t stop her from calling me back, to return back to her.
It probably was an instinctive call, I will never ever know.
I prayed she would be alive if or when I eventually did.
She could not wait, she did not give me that chance.
How deep was her sorrow behind her wistful smiles?
I will never know that either.

As long as my Ma was alive, home could be nowhere other than India.
I thought with her gone and that intense tie broken, I wouldn’t feel the same.
I was so wrong, I can think of no other place to call home.

My home is not a place, it is people…writes Lois McMaster Bujold, in “Barrayar“.

I am an Indian (as if you all need to be reminded)
I do not think it is possible of becoming into something else.
Many (not all) fellow countryperson I know, have no such hang-ups.
Some even believe they have evolved into a special being on arrival to the West;
feel they are superior to the ordinary folks left back in the homeland;
they are worthy of respect just by their status of being
an “Indian abroad”.

Everything in India
is soon considered
nasty
intolerable,
unbearable
memories are allowed to fade or deliberately erased,
links with family becomes infrequent, a phone call in weeks,
a visit out of a reluctant sense of duty, maybe once in three, four or five years.

Then one day they will no longer be Indians
sooner in their minds than on pages of their passports.
Their roots could not get any further than the distant galaxies.

It not the lack of ‘milk and honey’
that will stop them from returning, that is said
to mask a fear of regression into an ordinary existence
an Indian in India, there is no special ring to it.

I agree,
the physical distance
doesn’t mean anything,
distance is purely in the psyche,
one can be close by, but still aeons away,
another maybe in a far distance, but still very near.

Regardless of how far or near I may be,
I will always know where my home is.

Even if light years away, it is the desire to be with one’s own kind, that defines home.

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award…..

I have been awarded by Clapso.

My first thought was,
there must be a mistake.
That biceps is twice the size of my quads.
No way can I be as powerful as a schmooze.

Then I read Clapso’s description of a Schmooze, and was a bit reassured.

One of the cool things about the “power of schmooze” award is it’s definition.
It recognizes bloggers that take part in the community aspect of blogging.
Those that answer comments posted on their blog and also comment on the blogs of others as opposed to those that just post and forget.

But I decided to explore even further and read nytexan’s definition at Blueblogging:

Schmoozing is the natural ability “to converse casually, especially in order to gain an advantage or make a social connection.”
Good schmoozers effortlessly weave their way in and out of the blogosphere, leaving friendly trails and smiles, happily making new friends along the way.
They don’t limit their visits to only the rich and successful, but spend some time to say hello to new blogs as well.

And decided I can do ‘schmooze’. A bit.
I can weave my way in and out of the blogosphere,
though not always leaving friendly trails and smiles, for I have ruffled many a feathers.

So thanks Clapso, for the recognition, now I have to live up to it.

I am to choose five schmoozees.
I think back of my first few weeks as a blogger and
those who greeted me with friendly smiles and encouragements.
I realise many of them have since stopped blogging,
or become engrossed with their own missions.
1 loneranger,
Inel,
dissident,
icanplainlysee
are amongst the few.
I cannot award it to Clapso;
he would become handicapped with TWO right arms. 😀

So I have only two bloggers to pass this award on to.

earthPal
A true friend of Mother Earth.
She had my page on her blogroll, even before I found her’s.
I found her page, by back tracking the path of a few visitors.
She had been visiting my blog well before she first left a comment.
But since has been a true pal, and I can rely on her for honest feed backs.

bendtherulz
One of my first visitors, and now a blogging friend.
A lover of mountains, and all sports wild and frightening; a rulzbender.
She is a fellow friend of the Himalayas, and is lucky to be so near to them.
She may not write much, her photographs speaks out her thoughts and words.
I re-live my memories of my exploits in the Himalayas through her blogs of her escapades.

They have encouraged me to continue when
after a few initial spats with some bloggers, I had felt like giving up.
I will be gutted if I lost feedbacks from these two bloggers.
So I have decided to award the biiiiiiig muscle award er, 🙂
the Power of Schmooze award to my two friends.

State of Azad Kashmir Jammu and Kashmir usually shortened to Azad Kashmir (literally ‘free Kashmir’), is part of the Pakistani-administered section of the Kashmir region, along with the Northern Areas; its official name is Azad Jammu and Kashmir. It covers an area of 13,297 km² (5,134 mi²), with its capital at Muzaffarabad, and has an estimated population of almost 4 million.

Human Rights Watch

Human Rights Watch
is an independent, nongovernmental organization, supported by contributions from private individuals and foundations worldwide. It accepts no government funds, directly or indirectly. As far as impartiality goes, nothing comes more fair than this group.

This is a report from HRW, dated September 2006.

‘Free Kashmir’ Far From Free

Government Opponents Face Torture, Censorship and Political Repression

(Islamabad, September 21, 2006) –
In Azad Kashmir, a region largely closed to international scrutiny until a devastating earthquake hit last year, the Pakistani government represses democratic freedoms, muzzles the press and practices routine torture, Human Rights Watch said in a report released today.

Based on research in Azad Kashmir (which means “free Kashmir”) and Pakistan, the 71-page report,

“‘With Friends Like These …’: Human Rights Violations in Azad Kashmir,” uncovers abuses by the Pakistani military, intelligence services and militant organizations.

“Although ‘azad’ means ‘free,’ the residents of Azad Kashmir are anything but,” said Brad Adams, Asia director at Human Rights Watch. “The Pakistani authorities govern Azad Kashmir with strict controls on basic freedoms.”

Before a massive earthquake struck in October, Azad Kashmir was one of the most closed territories in the world.

Tight controls on freedom of expression have been a hallmark of government policy in Azad Kashmir. Pakistan has prevented the creation of independent media in the territory through bureaucratic restrictions and coercion. Publications and literature favoring independence is banned. While militant organizations promoting the incorporation of Indian-administered Jammu and Kashmir state into Pakistan have had free rein to propagate their views, groups promoting an independent Kashmir find their speech sharply, sometimes violently curtailed.

Under Azad Kashmir’s constitution, which Pakistan imposed in 1974, election candidates are prescreened to ensure that only those who support Kashmir’s union with Pakistan can contest elections. Anyone who wants to take part in public life in Azad Kashmir has to sign a pledge of loyalty to Pakistan, while anyone who publicly supports or peacefully works for an independent Kashmir faces persecution.

“There is a façade of an elected local government, but the federal government in Islamabad, the army and the intelligence agencies control all aspects of political life in Azad Kashmir,” said Adams. “The military shows no tolerance for dissent and practically runs the region as a fiefdom.”

Torture is routinely used in Pakistan, and this practice is also routine in Azad Kashmir. Human Rights Watch has documented incidents of torture by the intelligence services and others acting at the army’s behest but knows of no cases in which members of military and paramilitary security and intelligence agencies have been prosecuted or even disciplined for acts of torture or mistreatment.

Despite the Pakistani government’s criticism of human rights violations in neighbouring Jammu and Kashmir state in India, refugees from Jammu and Kashmir are discriminated against and mistreated by the authorities. Kashmiri refugees and former militants from India, most of whom are secular nationalists and culturally and linguistically distinct from the peoples of Azad Kashmir, are particularly harassed through constant surveillance, curbs on political expression, arbitrary arrest and beatings.

“The Pakistani government often pretends that the only problems faced by Kashmiris are in India,” said Adams. “It should start looking into ways of ending human rights abuses in Azad Kashmir.”

Human Rights Watch urged international donors, which have poured billions of dollars of urgently needed relief and reconstruction aid into Azad Kashmir since the earthquake, to insist on structural changes in governance and the promotion of both human rights and the rule of law. Recent corruption allegations against senior government officials highlight serious weaknesses in the rule of law and governmental accountability.

“As it supports reconstruction efforts, the international community must insist that Pakistan respect the human rights of the people of Azad Kashmir,” said Adams. “The Pakistani government must ensure that the people of Azad Kashmir can exercise their fundamental civil and political rights in an environment free of coercion and fear.”

Kashmir News Network.

Kasmiri Pandits-the original inhabitants of the Valley of Kashmir, are Kashmiris too. Their voice is NO less important than voices of any other ethnic or religious groups. This is one such voice Kashmir: Distortions and Reality and should be equally heard.

The Punjabi speaking districts of Mirpur, parts of Poonch and Muzaffarabad form the fifth distinct region. This corridor type belt is culturally, linguistically and socially part of Punjab. It is this small area which is called Azad Kashmir.

As apolitical and diplomatic strategy and to have a distinct base for harassing India, Pakistan has provided a symbolic administrative set-up here. There is a President, the Prime Minister, Assembly and other propaganda stuff but actual strings are pulled by the Ministry of Kashmir Affairs of the Pakistan government.

To call this area Azad Kashmir is scandalous. Its correct description would be Pakistan occupied Punjabi speaking areas of erstwhile Jammu and Kashmir state. A large number of people from this area especially from Mirpur have settled in U.K., U.S.A. and other foreign countries. These people mislead the world by calling themselves Kashmiris and with huge oil funds (from Saudi Arabia) at their disposal, disinform the West by claiming to be fighting for self-determination of Kashmir. In this regard they talk of North and South Korea, North and South Yemen and even mention the Berlin wall. Some Westerners do take this patently wrong assertion on its face value.

This Human Rights Watch report (quoted above) confirms what is written here.

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A letter
written by an Indian student
is being used to say to the world that if
“an Indian Who Lived In Illusion” then so must the rest of the country.

Its heartening to see that some Indians
are not blinding themselves either to the bitter truth
about Kashmir or the lies that blindia is feeding them.

It says that

“Gyatri – (was) a member of a group of ‘adventure junkies,’
who traveled across Kashmir and interacted with students and people”.

The reality is this is a subjective opinion of a single person,
who was visiting Kashmiri students of the University.

Gyatri writes:
I had raw exposure to your lives, much troubled lives.

I shall never possess such
lack of faith in my protectors, lawmakers and administrators.
I will never understand the terror
that grips you, even in the shelter of your humble abodes.
I will never be able to comperehend
the torture you face, the wars you wage every day and night –
I will never realise how it feels
to be questioned at every breath taken, dictated at every step taken.

How can she?
(I presume,
by her name that she is a lady)

She lives in
a democracy
a secular state
she is not forced to hide her face
she is not forced indoors by religious laws
she can choose her government, or topple them when she has the reason,
she has the freedom of expression that lets her write what ever her thoughts be.

She has not mentioned which religious groups she spoke to.
She has not mentioned how freely her interviewees could speak.
She has not mentioned if she crossed the LOC to speak to the people
on the other side, now under Pakistan’s control,
under a military dictator in
an Islamic state.

Did she explore the history of this conflict?
Did she know Kashmir once indeed was a paradise?
Did she know that Kashmir was once a truly secular state?
Did she hear the voices of the minority that too have been terrorised?
How could she have heard the voices of the minority that have long fled in fear?

Did she find out what went wrong? when? and who are responsible?

Let me quote Margaret Bourke-White’s eyewitness report
in her book; Halfway to Freedom: A report on the New India
These were her own words, a neutral observer under no “illusions”.
She describes the plunder by the raiders as…

“Their buses and trucks, loaded with booty,
arrived every other day and took more Pathans to Kashmir.
Ostensibly they want to liberate their Kashmiri Muslim brothers,
but their primary objective was riot and loot.
In this they made no distinction between Hindus, Sikhs and Muslims”.

“The raiders advanced into Baramulla,
the biggest commercial centre of the region with a population then of 11,000, until they were only an hour away from Srinagar.
For the next three days they were engaged in massive plunder, rioting and rape. No one was spared. Even members of the St. Joseph’s Mission Hospital were brutally massacred.”

…and that was just the beginning. There was, and is, more to come.

Did the writer realise
when posting her letter on the world wide web
how it could be used so conveniently as a tool for propaganda? You be the judge.

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To all bloggers
who disagree with my opinion on this issue,
please voice your opinion, your contradictions on your own blogspage.
Arguing on a comments section simply becomes lost from most readers view.
Any question that you raise, any points you challange, I will answer through future blogs.
In a sequence of my choice and writing convenience. Thank you.

For a while, since i joined the world of blogging,
I have been reading various articles on the Kashmir Conflict.
The reports and articles are (conveniently) never entirely true and
seems a deliberate, systematic attempt to shape perceptions about this dispute.
My replies and comments on certain sites are deleted at “moderation”.
I wish to bring balance by showing the links to many documentary evidence that exists.

I found this on a blog this morning.

“After Maharaja signed Instrument of Accession under duress, he was charged for treason by the Indian Government and immensely humiliated during his court hearings and sent to jail for several years.”

On October 26th 1947
the day the said Instrument of Accession was signed “under duress”
the Maharaja also wrote a letter to Lord Mountbatten.
Many documents from that time, like this letter never gets mentioned.

From Hari Singh,
The Maharaja Of Jammu & Kashmir
to Lord Mountbatten, Governor General of India.

Dated: 26 October 1947

My dear Lord Mountbatten,

I have to inform your Excellency that a grave emergency has arisen in my State and request immediate assistance of your Government.

As your Excellency is aware the State of Jammu and Kashmir has not acceded to the Dominion of India or to Pakistan. Geographically my State is contiguous to both the Dominions. It has jvital economical and cultural llinks with both of them. Besides my State has a common boundary with the Soviet Republic and China. In their external relations the Dominions of India and Pakistan cannot ignore this fact.

I wanted to take time to decide to which Dominion I should accede, or whether it is not in the best interests of both the Dominions and my State to stand independent, of course with friendly and cordial relations with both.

I accordingly approached the Dominions of India and Pakistan to enter into Standstill Agreement with my State. The Pakistan Government accepted this Agreement. The Dominion of India desired further discussions with representatives of my Government. I could not arrange this in view of the developments indicated below. In fact the Pakistan Government are operating Post and Telegraph system inside the State.

Though we have got a Standstill Agreement with the Pakistan Government that Government permitted steady and increasing strangulation of supplies like food, salt and petrol to my State.

Afridis, solidiers in plain clothes, and desperadoes with modern weapons have been allowed to infilter into the State at first in Poonch and then in Sialkot and finally in mass area adjoining Hazara District on the Ramkot side. The result has been that the limited number of troops at the disposal of the State had to be dispersed and thus had to face the enemy at the several points simultaneously, that it has become difficult to stop the wanton destruction of life and property and looting. The Mahora powerhouse which supplies the electric current to the whole of Srinagar has been burnt. The numer of women who have been kidnapped and raped makes my heart bleed. The wild forces thus let loose on the State are marching on with the aim of capturing Srinagar, the summer Capital of my Government, as first step to over-running the whole State.

The mass infiltration of tribesmen drawn from distant areas of the North-West Frontier coming regularly in motor trucks using Mansehra-Muzaffarabad Road and fully armed with up-to-date weapons cannot possibly be done without the knowledge of the Provisional Government of the North-West Frontier Province and the Government of Pakistan. In spite of repeated requests made by my Government no attempt has been made to check these raiders or stop them from coming into my State. The Pakistan Radio even put out a story that a Provinsional Government had been set up in Kashmir. The people of my State both the Muslims and non-Muslims generally have taken no part at all.

With the conditions obtaining at present in my State and the grreat emergency of the situation as it exists, I have no option but to ask for help from the Indian Dominion. Naturally they cannot send the help asked for by me without my State acceding to the Dominion of India. I have accordingly decided to do so and I attach the Instrument of Accession for acceptance by your Government. The other alternative is to leave my State and my people to free-booters. On this basis no civilized Government can exist or be maintained. This alternative I will never allow to happen as long as I am Ruler of the State and I have life to defend my country.

I am also to inform your Excellency’s Government that it is my intention at once to set up an interim Government and ask Sheikh Abdullah to carry the responsibilities in this emergency with my Prime Minister.

If my State has to be saved immediate assistance must be available at Srinagar. Mr. Menon is fully aware of the situation and he will explain to you, if further explanation is needed.

In haste and with kind regards,

The Palace, Jammu 26th October, 1947

Your sincerely, Hari Singh

Source: Government Of India Publication, October 26, 1947

What was this duress? and where did it really come from? … you decide.

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